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2003-07-31 19:50:34 (UTC)

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HEAVEN
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Every day as heaven
Moves further and further away
Familiar blue eyes I once knew
Turn a colder shade of grey

Every day as heaven
Moves further and further away
Familiar words we used to share
Seem so difficult to say

And I am alone
In a world of cold flesh, cold steel, cold stone
I close up like a clam
And shut the world out with the slam of a door
To shut out all the fighting, all the hatred, all the war
You cannot stay calm
when your soul screams less
But someone always wants more
What for?

Every day as heaven
Moves further and further away
Familiar blue eyes I once knew
Turn a colder chade of grey

Every day
Heaven moves further and further away
~~~

ALARM CALL
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Wake up with the fear of god
Inside me every morning
As I open my eyes
To this world without warning

So easy to fall down
So easy to be crushed
As you fight to stand at all
In this never ending rush

There’s no one here who’s close enough
To share this sorrow with
Have few answers for myself
Yet alone enough to give

Watch all my faults before me
Like reflections in a glass
They linger on around
And don’t ever seem to pass

So easy to fall down
So easy to be crushed
As you fight to stand at all
In this never ending rush

My world’s an open prison
Where I walk to and fro
Viewed with tunnel vision
´Cause there’s no place I can go
So easy to fall down
So easy to be crushed
As you fight to stand at all
In this never ending rush
~~~

WORLD WITHOUT WARNING
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I live off nothing in this world
Except the thick grey air that chains itself
Swirls all around and engrains itself
Stifles my last hope into sullen despair

I don’t associate myself
With all of the people I can do without
Those who never leave me in any doubt
That their selfish narrow lives are all they care about

I enjoy the solence in my life
I don’t thrive on the chaos that close contact can bring

So many empty gestures
That don’t mean anything

It’s so hard and so cold
The texture of this world
That nothing in this place is soft enough to hold
And nothing like tenderness can ever be unfurled

I don’t want anything in this world
Except a thick grey air
That will keep my heart hoping
And keep my eyes wide open
Just in case there’s something new
~~~
[ ANNE CLARK ]

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warum? um meine finger zu beschäftigen. ich kann nicht
schneiden solange die finger an der tastatur beschäftigt
sind.