I hate girls

my sad beginning
2003-07-30 21:21:24 (UTC)

lunch

whent into town today to eat lunch with kellie. Hoped
everything would be ok, but it wasnt. I always have an
atitude with her lately. I dont know why. I just do, and I
dont mean to have one. . . but I do. I feel bad. I really
do want out relationship to work. I called her selfish. I
guess I'm kind of the selfish one. wanting to get back with
her and wanting her to give me another chance. I cant even
count the chances shes given me already. Everytime she
tries to give me another chance I screw it up again. I just
want our relationship to be the way it use to be. wehn we
first started going out. But I really dont think it'll ever
be that way again.




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