Katiecakes301

Katie's Journal
2003-07-28 20:29:44 (UTC)

Falling back to me

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

.... heard that song today helpin sarah pack for college
and i kinda sunk into one of those moods. i dunno i guess
im just trying to put everything into perspective cuz it
seems so surreal. The past week, everything had just seemed
to be a blurr and i work up this morning and i just wanted
to cry. I dont kno if it was because i missed him, or just
because i knew things would never be the same. Sometime i
just wish i could go back in time and do things all over
again. I wouldnt have said some of the things i said, or
maybe i would but it just would be nice to have more time
to contemplate them and to kno what the consequences would
be.
Though i did have alot of time to think about things. This
afternoon i had to go to course 3 review class... YUCKY,
and i walked there and it was a really nice walk too. like
the weather is perfect today and just feels good to just be
outside i guess. I kinda caught myself daydreaming which
almost made me late for class but i made it, thankfully. I
dont really wanna take this test. I just wish i wouldnt
have gotten sick and passed the damn thing, but at least i
get a 2nd chance. blah blah blah....
Just feelin like bein a bitch... hopin nobody decides to
call later cuz i dont really want the responsibility to
have to carry on a friggen conversation... i dunno ill
prolly be rude to whoever.... ho hum.... im out for now




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