blkdragon

grounded
2003-07-27 14:00:08 (UTC)

Frustrations

Haven't spoken to Nadean in almost a week and she hasn't
reached out to touch me either, I came online this morning
at 9:30, checking for mail and decided to come to my
diary, Nadean came online and I instantly got angry. I
imagined that she may have been checking her mail and
seeing if I were online, yet she won't write a simple
missive to me. I wanted to send her flowers and call her,
I like leaving greetings for her in the morning and I
haven't done any of that, since last Tuesday and if she's
bothered by it; she hasn't shown it.
I need the woman in my life to be as expressive as I am,
to tell me and show me how much she cares. Not too sure
how my son returning to my home is going to work out
either, so far it's more of a headache than it's worth.
Apparently I'm spending too much time with the selfish.




Ad: