munkyweasel

Radical Belligerence
2003-07-24 02:17:39 (UTC)

NEW Strawberry Flavor

Dammit all... it seems things ARE turning back to the way
they were, not so long ago... I thought it would be just
for one night. But of course Fate is not so nice. Fate is a
fucking whore. Well sometimes. When she deals me those bad
things. These bad things.

Today.

I umm... let's see, my dad was sleeping when I woke up,
until I had to go to guitar lesson. There was a guy there
playing the very song I am learning, but he was playing it
on an acoustic and using regular chords instead of barre
chords. It's Under the Bridge by the Chili Peppers. I
learned some new stuff. Came home. Talked to Katie... she
said she is gonna learn on her own. I have been thinking
about this a lot lately. Tony is only gonna take lessons
for this month (?). I can't tell you in words how much
lessons have helped me. And it's weird, I listened to Blink
a couple days ago (I know, I know...) and on the live album
Mark says he wishes he had taken bass lessons... but I
guess part of being punk and DIY and shit is not learning
from anyone else. How the hell all those punk rock bands
sell records that were self-taught is beyond me, and it is
further beyond me how the ones who are good got good. How
did the members of the Clash start out? Did they decide to
be in a band, go to the store, buy guitars, and then go
back home and pluck strings till they had songs? Did they
buy guitars, decide to be in a band, and then pluck
strings? I am too far off track.

Of course my dad is a mofo. So I can't go to Tony's
tomorrow, but he can come here.

Anyways. I talked to Trisha on the phone, and Nikki. First
with Hopper on, then without. Well I had more fun with
Hopper cuz they were being more flirtatious and stuff. Then
when I talked to them alone... well... it just brought me
down. BROUGHT ME THE FUCK DOWN. God... yes I use your name
in vain. Anyways... I kept saying I had never gotten head
and shit and she didn't even try to make me feel better.
She said she has given it twice. Great. What lucky people.
They get action whenever they want, and they don't want to
pass their luck on to me by sharing the action. And Trisha
kept thinking that I was saying that I HAD gotten head even
though I had already made it clear to her that I never
have, and then I told her again, and then again... Each
time she said "Oh I thought you had" and I was like???

well... don't try to console me. You have probably done
more than me motherfucker!

oh yeah and they were talking about like "She's JUST lost
her virginity at 16?" I don't know if that was what they
meant but it sounded like it to me.

Well guess what? If I can't get the action, and the action
won't come to me, then I guess I'll chop off my wang and
cast it into the sea! Yes! New song!! YES!!!!!




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