gcbaby4life420

my life
2003-07-22 17:54:00 (UTC)

we finally fucking talked

wow. so i called Bedo back when i got back from Tanning.
and we talked for about an hour and 1/2.
he said that hes been grounded and gone and havent been
able to get ahold of a phone.
he said that im the only person that hes called or talked
to since that one saturday.

hes like "i thought about u more than i thought about
anyone else"
hes like "your the only person that knows im alive besides
mike riggz and marco"
he said that he hasnt even talked to Alissa. and he doesnt
think they are going out anymore cuz he thinks he broke
things off and she got the hint that one saturday.

he said that hes giving up on all girls and ppl. and life
is so much better when no-one knows hes alive. he siad
that im the exeption.
he was being really nice and stuff. and he said that hes
done smoking and drinking and he hasnt smoked in 17 days.
which is reallllly good.

he said he takes 3 pills a day for his anger so its like
impossible for him to get mad.
he was sayin alot of good stuff. it was sooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
good to hear from him again. wow

i mean im still kinda pissed that he didnt call sooner but
im really flattered that im the only person that hes
called or talked to.

hes going up to Canada on Thursday morning tho , which
fucking bites. cuz he wont be back till the 29th. which is
a long ass time that i wont b able to talk to him again or
see him.
he wanted to try to do something tomarrow night. but i got
church.
so he said he'll try to skip drivers ed tomarrow and we
can try something during the day.

i want to so bad u dont even understand. i missed him sooo
much and i still miss being able to see him.
i honestly care so much about him and im soo happy that i
got to talk to him.
now i want to hang out with him so bad.

sometimes i wonder if all the stuff he said to me was bull
shit or not, but i think that he was being pretty sincere
when he told me that he was giving up on everyone except
me.
wow im soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!!
im soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!! im
soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!! im soo happy!!!!! im soo
happy!!!!!

i cant believe he finally called!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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