Hollie bee

KiKi lAnd
2003-07-22 03:41:10 (UTC)

leAkie

im in mexico..

nope, im just taking care of leakie :-)

distraught :-(
im sorrie to matt for hanging out with my friends ashley
and jeff. and making it Seem like i was having ridiculous
relations with either one of them , therefore leading
mAtthew to believe we are more than Friends. which we are
not.

im sorrie i hit nate and told him i hate him and threatened
to kick his balls off. nAte does deserve a present.

sorrie i threatened to kill joey and marc. (probably didnt
even know i made the threat)

josh doesnt get apology, he didnt piss me off. lol

...i get pissed off extremely easy. it only takes One
little thing such as how i look like a slut and my fucken
underwear is out. ?? i have no patience when people attack
me like that about something dumb. it frustrates me and
makes me feel small. which is why i yelled and hit nate. it
made sense at the time but now i see that it was not so
nice.

i hate trying to be nice. when sometimes people arent nice
to me and dont even give me a chance.

Also...
i NEVER have (including tonight) Ever cheated on a
boyfriend.

..yeah
i like mAtt
i dont like anyone else

And honestly, if it were matt hanging out with a girl he
used to like. DUDE, its like fuckennn.. mAtt hanging out
with mel. i would NOT care. at all, or anyone else for that
matter. do i feel like i really NEED to apologize for
hanging out with my FRIEND?? No. and im not trying to be a
jerk and have an attitude. its just the way i am, im not
even mad at all. im just glad my fish (leakie)didnt die. it
doesnt matter if i USED to like jeff. it only matters that
i DIDNT fucking cheat on mAtthew with him.
i guess drunk people dont understand that fucking concept.
..

So, i was standing out there and yu werent talking to me
being all pissed off and non talkative is no good.
i was laughing because the situation is stupid.

then ashley flipped out on me.
so NOT only was my boyfriend NOT talking with me
i had my bestfriend screaming at me

i have enough fucking stress to deal with at my house
WITHOUT me having other people to deal with.
and i know i dont deal with it well.
i start yelling and fighting with people
just because i feel threatened.
i get so mad i dont even care that
the person is like 420666 times bigger than me
i just wanna kick their ass...




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