forestnymph

novembersnow
2003-07-19 23:12:59 (UTC)

men make women messy

i'm not ready......not ready for a relationship, not ready
for a promotion, not ready to decide what i'm going to do
with my life.....i need to step back and relax for a
while......hang out at the beach with my daughter for a
couple of years.....

these are my prime years, but i'm going to have to let them
go by......at least ken and i had each other in our
prime.....we were lucky.....it was perfect, and now i am on
my own......

i've never been on my own.....never had the opportunity to
make my own decisions.....do what i want to do when i want
to do it the way i want to do it.......it feels good.....

i'm everything i am because ken loved me.....he was my
strenght when i was weak, he was my voice when i couldn't
speak, he saw the best there was in me.....lifted me up
when i couldn't reach, he gave me faith because he believed
i could do anything i wanted to do.....

now it's my turn to give my daughter the faith to believe
in herself.....




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