Claudia

once again
2003-07-16 06:33:31 (UTC)

peanut butter

I was at Blockbuster tonight looking for movies to rent and
I had a really bad flashback to when I was with Eric. We
would do that almost every night. I wanted to cry cuz that
was something I felt was real. I was wrong.
Then I went to the store and bought icecream. That was not
too good either. I bought peanut butter cookie icecream.
Eric would buy me peanut butter ice cream all the time...my
favorite kind. And Shawn would always make sure my
favorite peanut butter was in the house because I needed it
as my staple.
Yet for some reason I feel more content with my self today
then any other day as far back as I can remember. Is this
what getting good is like? If so then I never want to stop
eating peanut butter.




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