RackingMyBrain

*~*SunShine*~*
2003-07-15 17:17:20 (UTC)

So musch has happened.

I have really sad news everyone. HCW, this girl I used to
hang out with all the time got killed early saturday
morning. She got out of her car to help a woman that got in
a car accident and she got hit by a truck and was killed.
Her and I weren't on speaking terms but I didn't hate her
or anything but I want to go to her service. But no one
knows when it is gong to be...

CCO is pulling his I love you I don't love you games. I
think it was sunday and I called him back and he was like
I'll call you back in 10 mins. So then he called me back
and we were talking about HCW and then he started talking
about how he doesn't think he and I will hook up because he
can't be with just one person... because he get annoyed
with them really quickly, and then he said something about
how my mom will never let me see him and that I wouldn't
like how he is now because he has changed. Then I was like
does this mean you don't wanna hook up with me and he was
all not today and not tomorrow maybe someday. Then I told
him that I was gunna go out and have fun and he was like
don't do anything stupid then he tried to make me promise
that I wouldn't do anything and then I was like don't worry
about me. Then he was talking about how when he does stuff
it is on his time & I was like well this is on my time and
then he's like no but... I don't wanna have to worry about
you and you better call me back tonight so I don't have to
worry and he was all, "Kristina just cuz we aren't going
out doesn't mean that I dont' and that I can't care about
you."

I am getting really freaked out about this whole LG
thing. He seriously is... OK, I don't know but... I really
need to meet him. Just sunday night after I got off the
phone with CCO, LG called me and as soon as I picked up
the phone he asked me what was wrong... I told a few of my
friends that alls I wanted was a guy to cuddle with ( I
know that sounds stupid but...)and the other day he was
like "I can't fall asleep." then I asked why and he was
like "because I need someone to cuddle with." I didn't even
know what to say so I just laughed. Then sunday he was
trying to cheer me up, and he did. But... there were so
many more thing I just don't feel like typing them all...
But... I want to meet him now... Shhh, don't tell anyone :)

I'll write more later...




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