Stepherz

~*My LOCO Life*~
2003-07-13 20:01:11 (UTC)

BaD dAy!!

hey yall..wussup?? mann...guess wut i fuckin found out
today?? that i mite be moving back to NY now..and then
means everything here is lost...the friendships i've built
and everything..i think mah mom purposely tries to fuck up
mah life...and i dont see y! i thought that mothers were
suppose to make the best lives for there children
possible..but it dont seem like thats true with mah
mom..but then again i kinda wanna move..and just start
over..u know make new friends..and ny would be fun to live
in once again! i kinda miss ny...sometimes i forget i was
born there..just bc ive lived here for like 10 years or
soemthing..it kinda seems like this is the place i was
born..and its gettin really boring..nothing to do
here..atleast i know there will always be a party
there...but then wut if im a dork?? thats always somethin
big to consider...bc i hate talkin to ppl first...i would
wanna be i guess popular...but that high school is
dangerous they bring guns to school and everything...i dont
know ill be 18 in 1 1/2 years..so then i guess im on mah
own..to make mah own decisions...but i dont understand i
only have 2 more years left of high school..y does mah mom
have to do this to me now?? and i was wanting to go to UNCC
with mah firneds for college..and get an apartment..now ill
prolly have to go to college in NY! which isnt bad..but it
fucks up all of mah plans..but i guess im going now im
really sick of bitching..so ill ttyl
byee
steph




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