Paranoid

GrassAttack
2003-07-09 02:53:46 (UTC)

Something Friend


Im dumping Dani. I have re-evaluated our friendship and I cant believe I hung out with her for so long. I even went on a family camping trip with her for Gods sake.

Im not the kind of gurl who goes out and stands on a corner in my own neighborhood looking for people to buy me beer. I dont want to spend everyday looking for someone to sell me pot. I dont want to fuck some guy just because hes hot and can get me all of the above. Now I wouldnt really care about all this stuff, except she drags me out to do all this shit and fucking calls me a loser if I dont want to.

Im not going to close the door all the way. I dont want to hurt her feelings, and I might need her for something in the future.

I need a new something friend. Someone I can do everything with, and all that crap. Not a best friend, I have Kim for that. But someone I can chill with whenever. Someone I can use for my boredom until Bradd gets here. When he gets here I wont care about anybody else. He's like my other half or something. He completes me. Its scary.




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