Keloryn_Baggins

What makes me tick
2003-07-08 23:34:44 (UTC)

Boys and Girls

Warning: If you cant take reading too much about
sexuality... This contains matters on sexuality. So, okie!

I am a lesbian... I think.
I am a lesbian, but yet at times I do feel attracted to
boys my age. I'd liek to go out with a boy, I'd also like
to go out with a girl. Does that make me a bisexual? No,
that makes me a very confused teenage girl, thank you. I
often wonder... About 'it' (you all know what 'it' is.
lol. And if you dont, its sex. lol). I mean, the idea of a
guy sticking something in me does not seem very
pleasent... But, I have not even grown into full
womanhood. I have not started my period. I am still a
little girl for all I know.
But my mind does not feel like a little girl... It feels
like a woman, but my body still sort of looks and feels
like one. Ohh, I hate it! Its so confusing. I often think
its because of the chemo therapy I get... I dont know,
maybe it stunts my growth or something?
I wish I had a boyfriend or a girlfriend or anything. I'd
die for one... To kiss. I want to have my first kiss.
Errr. Its so frusterating trying to "find yourself."
Ah... *sigh* Thats all for now.




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