Alone I Will Always Be

Lonley
2003-07-08 05:33:26 (UTC)

I dont have confidence.. what to do

Well lets see.... i went threw all this things i have
writen and as i read them i see how crapy i live my
life... i always think that well.... i just think in a bad
way... and i cant figure out how to change that... yes i
need confidence... but thats hard to have...today... mike
left... to go to tonys but he is coming back tomorrow...
*sigh* he confuses me... today i think he was smiling at
me when i looked at him... but who knows anymore... maybe
i sholdnt waste my time... or should i... well.. try...i
need help people.... give me some advice... please....i
mean picture this really hot guy and they talk about those
they have fucked.... and how they say he has the biggest
dick ever.... and you think he knows you want him... and
he smiles at you... know what are you gonna do... what are
you supposed to do.... show that you care and smile back
or make him think you can careless... or something else...
that i cant think of the right way to say it... help me
please