lester

connected meanderings
2003-07-07 23:10:45 (UTC)

hard day

discussing lots of things with several important people,
including my therapist. I have a childish desire for
uncontingent love that cannot be fulfilled and today have
been alienating several from whom I had wished it. NOt
feeling so great. Old though hardened patterns at least
were familiar; new uncertain ones are troubling. But at
least I'm working with greater freedom on the other
projects.




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