Alley

Alley
2003-07-05 00:27:53 (UTC)

7.4.03

well there really isnt much to say...my life has gone since
like WAY fucking downhill from the last time I wrote...I
can feel myself becoming the worst person alive and I
seriously mean that..I can feel the bitchyness inside my
every dwelling moment as I sit in lone-sum apon this
grotesque disgusting world..my style upon everything is
changing..I just really "dont care" n e more..I sit alone
and hang out with my friends and they have no idea what is
going through this every minding head of mine...if youd
like to kno everything that i have changed about
myself..well lets see..i have picked up my smoking habbit
again..I have pretty much lost ALL morals in myself..the
way I act..the way I dress and I just could not give a shit
what anyone has to say or think about me...I just pretty
much Hate my fucking life all together..there are alot of
things wrong with me..but the biggy..I feel like I have
lost the love of my life and it just wont quit..I cant stop
thinking about him and how much I want him back..not to
sound like psycholy obbsessive about it..But i just like
cant get that man off of my mind and im seriously going
INSANE over this..I cant take it I honestly like wannna die
right now..well thats my life..welcome to it..thats all I
have to say for now...Lemmie kno if u have any advice for
me...if anyone out there cares about this love sick bitch!




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