Emily

One More in the World
2003-07-02 18:58:28 (UTC)

I Owe This To You

I don't know what it is, I don't know what pushes me, but
I have reason to believe that I should hate it, and thank
it in the same sense. I haven't hurt myself intentionally
for quite awhile, and I owe it to something. But I don't
know what. So thanks, whoever or whatever you are. I might
be getting stronger very slowly, very slowly, and I owe it
to something, but it's too much of a job to take the
credibility all to myself. So thanks to you. Whatever you
may be, and whoever you might be, I owe you. Even when I'm
at my worst, I may blame this on you, and it is your fault,
but you also bring me back up. I owe you.




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