Smile....Jenn loves you!

I am Jennifer Price!
2003-07-01 14:53:48 (UTC)

Here is the everything in between part....

I'm going to hurt someone soon and I'm hoping it's not
myself or Desiree. I have had the week from hell and it's
only Tuesday! Fucking nobody will leave me alone about
Estes. I DO NOT LIKE HIM! What in the hell is so hard to
understand about that. Yes he is a nice guy, no I don't
want to date him. I hate dating people from Divernon. I was
gonna date JohnO, but I fucked that up because of Estes.
I've lost him now and he won't fucking listen to me when I
tell him that I care about him, not Chris. Then he gave me
some line about not wanting to hurt Chris....HELLO!?! What
about me? Am I the one who is just gonna keep get fucked
over and over and over and over until I just fucking drop
dead or what here? I'm gonna snap soon if Noelle, Craig,
and everyone else and their mom don't leave me alone about
dating Chris. I CANNOT and I WILL NOT make myself have
feelings for someone that I don't even know and would never
in a million years think about dating. Honestly....just
leave me alone about it. Noelle is getting pissed at me
because I won't even call him. THATS BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE
HIM OKAY! She keeps telling me how cute we'd be and
bullshit bullshit bullshit. KEEP BLOWING SMOKE UP MY ASS
NOELLE! I wish I could just get outta here for a long time.
Just stay somewhere else for a week or so. Get away from
the petty shit around here and find myself. Because right
now I'm the person everyone else wants me to be. I'm not
staying true to #1 in my life....me. I just need some time
to gather my thoughts, think about what's going on, and
KYLE! I need to talk to Kyle! He is good at this kind of
stuff. Hmmm...I talked to him last night and he was very
sweet to me, but I need to talk to him in person. I'll get
a hold of him tonight. I have to go now. I have an
appointment to pick out shit for my senior pictures.
Later....Jenn




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