Emily

One More in the World
2003-06-30 00:01:58 (UTC)

Acting Is For Liars

So today my parents made me go along with them to visit
our old neighbors in the "ghetto" (if you will). It
wouldn't of been that bad if they weren't all half-drunk
and reminscing of memories about me and everything else
that I don't remember at all. One of their sons was someone
I used to call my "Big Brother" -(even though I have one?
who knows? lol) - he was there, so seeing him was cool, but
he left with Amanda so I was bored out of my fucking mind.
And I was told I looked like Demi Moore, and that I had
beautiful eyes. So go me. I've always thought that Demi
Moore was really pretty, but I'm not pretty, so I guess she
isn't anymore! lol Oh! And cramps cause more tension than
is needed. Hmm... fuck periods? Oh yeah! Good idea!
But anyways, I've realized my mom is an amazing actress.
She can put on a face that no one in the world could
penetrate and see passed the fact that there is something
beneath her mask that hides all of her hatred we see
everyday back at home. She kept bragging about me? For
what? I mean she kept talking about my sports and
grades...when was the last time she went to one of my
games/meets? Or one of my academic recognitions? Oh wait,
that's right...she never has. I find it pretty cool she's
so good at acting and lying? Oh wait, no, no I don't. I
think it's stupid...fucking stupid. I've now begun to think
that acting is a way to hide who you really are. It's a
career you decide to get interested in when you're unhappy
and wish to be something you aren't. You want everyone to
see who the person is that you want to be. You can be
anyone, and everyone will love the person you're not. ((Of
course my acting theory isn't for everyone!...there's
exceptions to EVERYTHING!)) So, way to go Mom... you
deserve an Oscar.
Mexicans looking at me makes me scared. lol I don't like
being looked up and down, especially by people who look
like they want to eat me. And I don't just mean Mexicans, I
mean all men who look at me like I'm some hott piece of
ass... well I'm not, this ass is cold. lol

Goodbye.




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