*MaNMaDeOFaSHes-

My Perfect Waste of Time
2003-06-29 23:11:54 (UTC)

Playing with the little kids minds

Come on kids!
The time has come for us to say a prayer.
Hold hands and close your eyes
Its time to disappear
This IS the way
we build ourselves up together
Hold your tounge
close your eyes
It is okay to live in fear

It is a virtue for you to be afraid
Lose your trust but keep your faith
and if you dont use the lords name in vain
and put your trust in us, then we will find you a place

Our promise to you is complete perfection
there are no bullet holes up here in heaven
No concrete walls or misplaced hate
there are clouds to walk on and golden gates

the streets are paved with gold and silver
and everyone you have ever lost
you will see there
they will be there to hold your hand.
and everyone there helps everyone stand

do you understand?

The bible is your sword the word is your strenth
god is your savior and this is just fate
and we hate the unbelievers, they get in the way
quiet now child, you dont get a say...

This is our way to our place
so you better quickly find your faith
and be saved
except christ and part or your name
Or you will lose
because this is just a game
god is just a player
and church is to tame
currupt souls
and all the ingrates
Love will rise
and god we will all have to face
and confess our sins
because hes knows each ones
and knows who is lying
the day of judgement is just seconds away
the end of the worlds coming

except mine already came
I think I already died
yesterday
I was never saved
I was born
I was a slave
go with the flow and they wont cause you pain

It is all just an act anyway

I talk to my innocents
and they felt the same

but whos to blame for all the corruption
Who fucked who and who the fuck let them?
and where was god? On gold streets in heaven?
and in all his love and good will and perfection
how is it that he still let the evil ones win?

How can he stand up in all of the violence and chaos
how is he perfect in a world that is his opposite
and how could he have created such a dreadful thing?
and how do you know your not still being decieved?
How do you know what you know you believe?
no its not bad parenting
to trust your parents is just instinct
but when is it time for you to open up your mind
and wash their thoughts clean? Its never to soon
to open up your mind for yourself and to think

It is okay to think, and even better to find questions
oh shit... . . now who is left to answer them?
Or does this give me a purpose
self satifaction, or does that make you too nervous
Uneasy about how simple it might be
afraid to open up your eyes and to see
just maybe ... maybe you will open up and be free

and for me....
Im going to keep trying




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