A new story to tell
2001-10-09 04:20:04 (UTC)

Just don't get it

I just don't get it. I think it's all okay.It seems perfect
for the time being. I think I'm not supposed to understand,
but I hope I'm not misjudging the severity of the
situation. I hope right or wrong doesn't make a difference.
I hope it's not life or death. I hope I get a second
chance. It'd be just like me to ignore the importance of
something vital. I'd end up over looking the heart. It's
hard to function with out a heart. But maybe my life could
flow just as well with out it. Hopefully. I wonder if the
world would just stop? That sure does make me curious.
Maybe I'll try and see. I heard the other day that pain is
good for you. Some of us sure must be healthy. If pain's
good for ya, they should make pain supplements, don't ya
think? Like the Flinstone ones.Makes perfect sense to me,
and that's about all that does. I can't seem to figure when
it all got so complex. I remember when a scraped knee was
the worst of my troubles. Those were the days. Long since
faded from my memory. It takes a picture to bring it back
to me. It feels good to get nostolgic, to remember when it
all was so simple. The fun lasted all day long.
Kindergarten, 1st grade, 3rd grade, 6th grade. Heck,
looking back,even Jr. High looks good. Now, there's
important decisions to be made in the blink of an eye, and
everybody's out to slit your throat. They all want what you
have, and their jealousy is brewing bitter hostility. Oh,
if they had a chance to make their thoughts reality. Wonder
what they'd do? I'm wondering what I'd do? I'm as clueless
tothat as I am everything else. In a way, life's sorta the
same now. I'm oblivious,but alert. I know something's about
to happen, and I knopw it's up to me. Now i just gotta keep
a look out.