thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-06-25 19:05:18 (UTC)

oh yeah

For anyone who reads my diary, you should know that i
went to a pool party yesterday that i've been nervous about
for weeks. Well...
No one said anything about my arms, though i did hide
them as much as possible. I had a towel wrapped around my
shoulders("i don't want a burn!") and the minute i hopped
out of the water i put on long sleeves(and yes, it was HOT).
But, the important thing is that no one said anything to me.
And, part II of my nervousness--bathing suit, fat,
nasty chubby me. Well, obviously no one said anything about
that. Friends don't tell each other that they're fat, it's
mean. Brittany though was like "Wow, i love your bathing
suit! It's cute! I wish i could wear a suit like that!
You're lucky!"(t'is a bikini...*gags* fat fat fat). I then
rolled my eyes and scoffed at her. She's about a size -3.
Skinny lil bitch...She was bugging me about long sleeves
too. I told her that i walked there in the 90 degrees heat,
and she's like
"you weren't wearing that, were you?"(pointing to my
sleeves).
"Um, yes."
"why do you always wear those! It's summer!"(very
concerned voice, too concerned. It was creepy).
"I just don't like t shirts."
"why?"
"i just don't. Plus, i don't want to get a sunburn. You
know that my goal this summer is to be pale! You guys will
be all nasty and wrinkly and sick when you're thirty and i
shall remain pale and delicate and healthy"
"ok..."(disbelieving voice)

Dude, i swear that girl has some sort of knowledge of SI
(only people who have been exposed to it would suggest the
type of things she has in the past), she's given D a hard
time about scars and what not too. She even told D that her
scars didn't look like cat/dog scratches, but like they
came from a razor. That's just creepy. I've begun to wonder
about brittany. She's as dumb as a rock, but she knows
something about all this. *ponders* Welp, g'day. ~me




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