a chick called Sam

I am sam's inner thoughts
2003-06-25 14:26:19 (UTC)

Ho hum

My life has come to a stand still. I feel weak and ill,
all I seem to do these days, funnily enough...is sleep,
and go out once a week for a period of one to three days.
On monday I slept almost throughout the whole day,
resulting in roughly four hours of consciousness.

I have so many things to do, yet I haven't the energy,
motivation, nor determination.

I've given up all my attempts to visit festivals this
year. Well except The Big Green.

I need to find a temporary job inorder to meet the costly
demands of the Big Green.

I desperately need to sort out "THE BIG MESS", college.

I HAVE! to sit, think, and plan thoroughly my future plans
for education, and life vocation.

I also need to sort out my issues of anxiety and low self
esteem. In order to do all the former.

But I can't be bothered. I know I'm eventually going to
regret all this wasted time. Though I'll only have myself
to blame.

Though this time on my hands, IS allowing me to catch up
on some reading.

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Hey!! I'm not really keen on olives, there was a time when
I absolutely hated them, yet I just had a craving for some.

I have to go to a beach party today, it's Tony's 18th. Ah
well. I guess this is another opportunity to get drunk.

x




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