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Uniquness in Zealand Form
2003-06-23 21:16:37 (UTC)

The fair is here...

Going to the fair tonight. I am excited and yet in a way I
am not. Everytime I go to the fair I seem to be in high
demand for some reason and I don't really like that. Last
year and the year before I had a lot of people liking me and
whatnot and it was really not fun, because it was always
being shoved in my face by Anna. I won't doubt it will
happen this year, because we are supposed to go together
sometime this week. I get mad at myself when people are
intrested in me... cause I feel guilty for liking the
attention. Though I like it I hate it too, because it's all
so superfical at the fair. I shouldn't even like the
attention... my heart is already taken and I am perfectly
happy. Hopefully I won't be center of attention this year
and it will be one of my other friends this time. I like
when it's someone else to a certain extent... not when they
forget about everyone around them, but yeah... I'm just
babling... I just feel like I'm reliving last year and that
just wasn't that fun you know? Huh? What am I worrying
about? I have no idea... too much free time for reminising
about old bad times.

Oh well I need to fold clothes now... What was I smoking?




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