Barrett James

I hope you dont mind I put down in words
2003-06-23 05:39:20 (UTC)

la la la la la! la to the extreme!

well, things have been goin great. james is
home....YAY!!!! im so happy, things are good now, well
matt leaves tomorrow but after that, its the fantasmo four
for 2 weeks!!! im excited to see what happens next
issue....huh, this is no comic book, this is real life.
well james and i ranted a little tonite about things that
pertain to both of us and it was good, just like the old
times again. ah geomele, what would i do without my rant
fests about her. god i cant stand it. i was just thinking
last nite about how at the end of break when she "dumped"
me, got rid of me, what have you, how we said that wed be
so close and whatnot and how a few weeks ago SHE insisted
on us hanging out more and all that jazz. well thats
exactly what it was, a bunch of jazz, or in lehmens terms,
BULLSHIT!!!! she goes away and comes back and i call her
and she says shell call back, and never does and it just
pissed me off how things go with her. its like if things
arent important enough for her, shell disregard them. i
cant judge cause im not her, but it just pisses me off is
all, james too. am i not good enough? what have i done to
go from a very close friend to nothing at all? well i
thought i was a very close friend, but i might not have
been. was it all an act? who am i to judge, but i can
never tell. i ask myself this EVERYDAY, but to no avail.
i give up. ill let her take the ball and run with it and
see where it goes, if anywhere. i dont know if i could
deal with this if she were here next year. Go Boston
College Eagles! im peacin!

granger
127!!!!!!!




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