Severed Flesh

Sercë Nwalya ar Qualmë
2003-06-23 05:05:28 (UTC)

Im a little down again

I should be the happiest person in the world but from some
weird, odd reason im not. Kevin didnt reply to messages
today but then that could be because he didnt go to
library. i dont expect him to go everyday just to talk to
me....... I really really miss him tho, hes all i think
about i took a break and just went and layed on my bed and
curled up and cried..... i dont know why but I just cried.
Just seemed like everything was wrong when everything is as
perfect as its gonna get..... I mean Kevins moving down
here soon and hes a wonderful boyfriend so why do i feel
like slitting my wrists? I mean thats seriously the kinda
feeling i have and I dont think ive had that honest to god
feeling since matt treated me like shit. I feel cold...
like a witch no one could love.... i have kevin now and im
afraid hes gonna get taken away.... and i dont want that to
happy... oh god no im serious if that would happen...... id
be gone..... id have no one left love..... as sad as that
sounds....but im going to get off here and find somethin to
do
ill write tomorrow i suppose
goodnight
sweetdreams




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