SweetPoison

Shadows
2003-06-23 02:54:03 (UTC)

The Pit

...etaler nac ohw enoyna rof si sihT

You know who you are... I know you recognicze these
feelings...Because I feel them to, and I've been there,
done that, and I'm tired of it... I helped myself out...
and I can show you the way out of

The Pit-

Into the darkness
My mind fades
The light is extinguished
Dark is all around me
Shadows of shadows move
Silence is everywhere
It’s closing in on me
Panic and fear set in
They overcome my senses
I’m left with insane thoughts
Irrational thoughts
Babbling thoughts that threaten
To take me over
Nothing can save me
Nothing is willing
Alone
Consumed by inane stutters
That run through my mind
They scream and shout
And deceive me
They betray me
Frighten me
They back me into corridors of my mind
That even I did not know were there
They force me to look
At the horrors
The darkness
The pain
They force me into corners
Where there is no escape
The light is gone
I cannot see
I’m alone
Haunted by the insanity
That lies beneath my exterior
Waiting for the smallest crack
So that it can swallow my whole being
And that I may be thrown into
A deep crevice of despair
They stop at nothing
Taunting and teasing
Wanting me to give in to them
Wanting me to give in to
My fierce illusions of solace
They yearn to disemble all my hopes
All my dreams
All my wishes
They use harsh tactics
To throw me
Scare me
Gain control of my body
My mind
My spirit
Tame me
Hurt me
Break me
Maim me
To show what it’s like
To make me weak
To strip me of free will
They are shadows of shadows
Closing in
On my self-conscious
Foolishness
And sooner or later
If I give in
If I crack
If I yield to their power
I will be lost
Forever
In the dark pit
That I have so often
Fallen into

~Jenna Senesky,
Sweet Poison
infiltrating my soul...

Actions speak louder than words and all you have to do is
turn around and see them for yourself! Yes, I AM talking to
YOU. You know what I mean... Fortune favors the brave, and
all you need is to unlock the courage you've dismissed in
your heart! Please... God, daft, daft, daft, daft, daft!




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