jesterKing1

Day dreaming in Darkness...
2003-06-22 05:13:23 (UTC)

Well apparently I am nothing...

Well today is over... what a long day. Its been raining here
for a long time now.. pouring. Makes me bumed out... I feel
like everything in my life I try to acomplish goes nowhere..
I cant get good grades no matter what I try... I cant Keep a
nice car... I cant keep a girlfriend... I cant make my
parents happy... I cant do anything right... I guess this is
what happens when you sit there and look at all the rain
that is coming down. I feel like Im none important in
anybodys life... Like if I wernt here nothing would change.
I mean Im not gonna committe suicide or anything.. but it
just seems that people are happy without me. And that all I
do is bring them down... :-( I hate that... I just want to
make people happy. I try, and I think at times I do make
them happy. But then Luke happens. It never fails. I know I
can be annoying at times... I dont know why though... I
guess its because I care too much. I wear my heart on my
sleeve. But I only do that for certain people... And they
are the ones that hurt me...

Moral of the story....

Luke cares to much to be not cared back... And thats not
somthing new.

Well enough about me... Im ranting and raving about stupid
shit. Im gonna get going. Got to eat, and go to sleep. Have
a big day of work tomarow... 11-1am again... Well Im making
alot of money I suppose! NIIIIITTTTTEEEE!!! MMMWWWAAAHHH!!! :*
~Luke




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