would the world stop spinning
2003-06-21 08:23:38 (UTC)


listining to blindside.....midnight.
"ya know i don't care what this world has to offer if the
price is to die."

i'm so bored... it's 4 something in the morning and i'm
drunk and depressed...out of my meds at this point.
i'm thinking about things....ya know, untill i met aften
i'd never thought about the option of suiside, i think that
was when i desided that it was time for theropy...i quite
in my own after i decided that the doctor wasn't doing her
job tho. now i wish i'd had a better doctor b/c i think now
is a time i need someone outside of the game to talk to. i
wish my old doc still worked at the office,i loved her!

i don't know where i'm going in my life,i'm blindfolded,and
for a few mins it sounds ok....but in the state i'm in i'm
feeling like i may run into something and it's not a
feeling i like,it may be different tomorrow...but now is a
different story.

"i remember ever word you said...come back here time"
"now your eyes are the only thing that can save me,and im
still afraid of them peircing"

i love me some blindside... i'm very into hardcore bands...
as well and girl bands and 80's music...
music is sorta my thing... i woulda kicked ass at VH1 music

more later,i need to make another drink