lindsay ann

somewhere in between
2003-06-20 07:36:03 (UTC)

kill me quickly

eeeeeuwww...so it's late at night and things are really stinky but i'm
trying to be cute about it...however, at some point, i have to let this
out, so i'll let a little bit leak out...

first of all, i'm not packed...i'm sure i'll be missing stuff...i'm sure
something bad will happen...i'm sure i'll faint in new mexico and
wake up in a hospital in santa fe...ahh the doctor didn't call back
with my blood test results, which she was supposed to do
today...i'm sure this is a bad sign...i'm sure everything was positive
and i won't make it through this gloriously horrendous summer...i
feel nasty constantly...everything is still sore...i'm tired and i'm
addicted to sleep but i don't want to go to bed...haha...i'm scared
and excited about the trip...but it's far...and long...and things can
happen...i'm planning on writing a million songs because a million
things are in my head right now...ahhhh...i want my room back...i
want to be healthy...i want food. ahh i'm hungry...