visplio

and i'll be alone, dancing...
2003-06-18 20:13:24 (UTC)

visplio 12:23

Jason got his tattoo done and was able to salvage the lines that I
drew for the tattooist and got the sucker inked up.

Joy!

I can't wait to get my celtic cross. I think I am going to throw a
party when I do.

After a particulary productive morning, I don't feel bad about
taking a few minutes to write.

I am a nineteen-year-old student/artist/retail wroker living in
America's Finest City, San Diego. I wish I lived in Orange County or
Los Angeles. I like to listen to the same song, repeat ON, for days
at a time. I wear a lot of black with the occasional obnoxious color
suck as baby blue or shocking pink to spice things up because thats
how I feel most of the time. Although I am an artist, I've never
been so moved by a painting that I was brought to tears, but I did
have an emotional reaction to David's "Death of Marat," and "The
Third Of May," by Fransico de Goya.

I can never stop thinking, so in order to prevent unwanted ulcers, I
read or draw as a release of my overactive imagination until I fall
asleep. Every night. Usually when I wake in the morning, the sketch
is unfinished and the book is closed, and un-bookmarked, on the
pillow beside me.

I tend to live life one day at a time. My happy-go-lucky attitude
sometimes makes it hard for people to take me seriously but that's
not necessarily something I mind. I am serious about my goals in
life, but don't really take myself seriously. I'm afraid of needles,
and the idea of having children. A new bottle of shampoo is
absolutely irresistable to me: I can never completely use up the
shampoo, in my excitement to open the new bottle.

My childhood was not the nicest, but whose was? If nothing else, it
made me strong and independent. I hate feeling indebted to people
and will go out of my way to avoid situations it's likely to occur
in. It's always about a boy. I'm like no one else you know. Just
like everyone else you know.

Everything you want to know, everything I want you to know, can be
learned here. You just have to read between some very specific lines.




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