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Hope, Love, Faith
2003-06-16 14:38:24 (UTC)

Losing Ryanne


Losing Ryanne
Chapter 1


Ryanne had a secret. No one knew what she was hiding
inside. Inside was a world full of hate and anger towards
herself. She never had self-confidence. The only way for
her to deal with her anger and hate was by destroying
herself.

When people ask me how close Ryanne and I were, I say
we weren't only sisters, but best friends. Now, you would
think since we were so close, she would have told me what
was going on, and she did, kind of. She told me she wished
she was prettier and skinnier. I thought Ryanne was
gorgous, and I told her so. But it wasn't enough. She
would just smile and turn away, not believing anything I
said.

If I would have just paid a little more attention to
her, I could have seen what was happening. The sore
throats, the bruises, the hair loss, the baggy clothes, it
is all clear now. Her eyes were begging for help when she
looked at me. Why didn't I get the hints? Why wasn't I
there for her? Why couldn't it have been me, instead of
her??

Everyone loved Ryanne. She usually acted like a happy-
go-lucky teenager. She had the cutest laugh, and the
prettist eyes I've ever seen. Everyone at school knew her.
She was a good student---never late and straight A's and
B's. She never skipped school (almost once, but her
conscience got the best of her). The only person that
didn't like Ryanne was Ryanne herself.




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