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The Common Thread
2003-06-14 13:37:07 (UTC)

hey sara, where ya been?

so yea, it's been a while. i am not sure if i just grew
past the whole online journal thing to where i didn't feel
like i needed it as an outlet anymore...or if it just
became too hard. there is a problem with expressing all of
my feelings in this diary. all of my deepest truths come
jumping from my mind, end up on the blank white screen in
front of me and i am forced to realize that this is who i
am. this is what i think about, what i do all day long.
much of the past few months were able to fit in 70
something entries in an online journal. have i really led
that boring of an existence? half of the time, i don't
update because i have nothing else to say. nothing
interesting to offer. what happened to those days when i
thought i had it made? it feels like maybe everyone is
growing past me and leaving me in the dust. hopefully i
will get out of this rut soon. all i ever do is make
money. i have no time to do anything worth posting
about.

it could also be the lost appeal that this journal once
had. i bet that if friendster had a journal sort of
attachment, i would probably post a lot more often.
speaking of which, i think that would be a nice addition.
i mean past messages and testimonials. a little journal.
then, i guess it would be just like livejournal. which may
be what they are trying to avoid. i think everyone would
love it.




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