Deanna

Complete Darkness
2003-06-10 20:05:36 (UTC)

Havent written in a while

i havent written since saturday morning. later that
afternoon i was even more bored. you wanna know why? b/c i
went out to feed my cat at 2:20 in that afternoon and ended
up getting locked out of my house. i was soaking wet from
the rain and i tried to open all the windows in my house
but none would open. so an hour later i went to neighbors
houses but no one was home. it sucked. then finally someone
came home at the house next to me and i asked to use their
phone. joe told me to get comfy on the porch b/c he'd be a
long time. so yea. the guy asked if i wanted to just hang
out at his house but i said no. as i turned around i had
tears rolling down my cheek. i dont know why i was crying.
but i was, and i was crying hard. i guess i was just so
frustrated and i couldnt do anything about it. so i went
back to my house and sat on the porch listening to music
and laying down and doing whatever for 2 hours after that.
joe finally came home at 5:30. i was outside for over 3
hours. it was not fun. cindy came and picked me up that
night and we went to mc donalds in ft. walton then went to
see her boyfriend at the billy bolegs festival. she was
gonna take me to get my belly button pierced again but she
had no money. damn :( so we saw her boyfriend blah blah
blah then we went to his house and watched ispy. i didnt go
to sleep til late..around 3 and then she woke me up at 7
for the garage sale at her house. so we drove to her house
and set stuff up. no one came for the first hour and a
half. finally while we was putting the sign up at the end
of her street, a mexican guy came. he kept saying..for
sale? and id go.yea its for sale. and then he'd point and
go for sale? im like yes..its for sale. lol he was dumb.
and he didnt even buy anything. she got about 80 dollars
total. not good but not bad. seth came over to keep me
company. it was fun. we hung out in josephs room trying to
get video games to work and he kept poking my belly button
lol. it was so hot b/c theyre was no ac on!! so we finally
went to johns house. (cindys bf..shes moving in w/ him) and
we hung out there. me and seth ate french fries, play video
games, and rolled around on johns huge ass bed!! its so
big. and his sheets are satin. hey seth-IM NAKED!! haha i
wanna get naked on his bed just so i can lay there naked
and feel the sheets lol. dont ask. then me and seth watched
big daddy and he left around 10 in the pm. i watched
twister waiting for cindy to bring me home. she was
sleeping. i ended up staying another night. monday morning
we woke up and i went w/ her to see john at his work. hes a
navy recruiter. then we ate at the mall and she shopped.
for 2 1/2 hours!! it was horrible lol. she took so long.
but its okay. so then we were heading to my house and the
traffic all of a sudden slowed down and then came to a
complete stop. an accident had just happened a ways up and
we sat there for an hour. the accident looked really bad.
lifeflight came in. since traffic was so heavy we just went
back to her house. i got online for the first time in
forever and talked to people. it was hot ..again..no ac.
she finally said she'd bring me home so i went home and
talked to my mom. then kristin came over and we went to
united artist (movie theatre) and saw too fast too furious.
nice cars :) they had a viper in it. yum. they also had
paul walker. yummier! haha. it was okay. i guess the first
one was better. i dunno. so then we left and we headed
home. there was this silver mustang next to us and the guy
was like 30 or 40 years old. he waved at kristin and she
goes EW!! HE JUST WAVED AT ME and it was so funny. it was
funny until he started following us. he sped up when we did
and slowed down when we did. it scared us and we wanted to
lose him so we turned into my neighborhood. then i saw him
pass us and turn his turn signal on to turn around. it
freaked us out so we drove around my neighborhood then
pulled out onto the highway again. i saw this car parked
behind carpet city which is right across from my
neighborhood. it sat there w/ its lights on waiting for us
to come out. so we sped off down the road and i kept saying
lets go to seths lets go to seths. b/c we could go in his
house and stay there so the weird guy wouldnt follow us but
kristin goes..no we lost him. i was like okay..and the
whole time we drove to mc donalds in gulf breeze to pick up
her brother from work, we kept looking in mirrors and we
were so paranoid. then jason, her brother, got me free
food. it was cool. and me and kristin kept looking out the
windows waiting for him to pull up next to us. we were sooo
f-in scared. so we go to walmart then go home. we watched
the fast and the furious and went to sleep. i woke up at
11:30 this morning and i was supposed to get my retainer
today at 12:30 but we had no way of getting there so i told
my mom and she made my appt. at 2:15. me and kristin ate
and watched ghost ship then my mom got me and i got my
retainer. some lady recommened this guy in pensacola whose
good at taking out wisdom teeth. she said he knocks you out
hardcore and you wont feel a thing. so im gonna go there.
goodie. well i dont wanna go but hey..i wanna be knocked
out. so im gonnna go there in a couple weeks. oh and im not
going to the bahamas anymore!! my sister cant leave the
united states because shes on parol and it'd cost her 800
bucks if we wanted to go just b/c shes on parol so were
gonna go somewhere else. im sad. i wanted to go there so
bad. :( wow..thats a lot of typing. damn. my hand hurts
now!




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