Jack's Twisted Kingdom
2003-06-10 06:45:32 (UTC)

brain fire

You try to find a special person
Someone you can be with
Someone you can touch
Someone you can talk to
Someone you won't feel so strange around
You found that they don't really exist
You feel closer to people on movie screens

~Henry Rollins

I am riven. I am alive. I am alone. I am. me.

I have, long ago embraced the darkness and woven
a cloak of chaos to bind me to the universal constant.

Whether I truly accept all actions or no, I am the one
who ultimetly derives pleasure and pain from the
darkest regions of my own psyche.

All in all, I would have to agree with the pandering &
yet romantic, and still better, the raw emotional context
to which I seek to understand and change my own
environment, or destiny, and fate around me.

I am the only one who can manifest those changes or
be swept by the blooddimmed tides of the unquenchable
lust for all things I desire. Even if those things I so stive
for are all but an illusion, or perhaps an alliteration to
that which I seek to replace my own frailties.