chantelmarilyn

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2003-06-09 21:32:20 (UTC)

Dumped stefan I left like shit..

Dumped stefan

I left like shit

but O well

that's life...

and right now...

life is good.


Randy was sitting w/ me

while I dumped him :-P

He doesnt care though...

stefan I mean,

which says alot of me :-/

But afterwards

we're in Tech Ed

and he's like,

"How long do you want to be single for?"

and in my head im screaming

never...

I want you now..

and it takes a while...

but he's like,

"Do you want to be single?"

I was like,

"No!"

"do you want to be w/ me"

"yes"

"will you?"

"yes!"

:-P

I love randy..

specially his eyes...

they are really easy to get lost in....


Patrick told me he's inlove w/ me

Ih ave a hrad time believing him

but Oh well

does it matter?

He was all over me today

*sigh*

Then again, IM getting used to

having guys all over me.

Ill live.


Manda says,

"I want you to be w/ randy"

tehn turns around and says,

'you need to think about hte people in your life you're
hurting before you go out w/ him'

I was like,

blown away...

what does she mean?

Did she think about me when she went out w/ patrick?

didnt think so...

*sigh*

Ms Whitney's back in school...

thank god.

only what...4 days left...

:)

I went to the JAM thing after school

I get so scared to

sing/play piano

infront of people...*sigh*


Randy wanted me to come home

on the bus

so he could

come over...

:-P

oh well...

This boy tells me he loves me,

and MEANS it...

thats cool :)


matts going back out w/ betsy

im happy for him.

thats all I have to say about that.


I guess that's all for now

maybe Ill take a nap

or call randy

or study for finals.

I really dont know


*sigh*


-Chantel




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