Paranoid

GrassAttack
2003-06-08 00:35:08 (UTC)

Durn


i really need to talk to him. i feel like things are
falling apart, and so suddenly. i mean not even 24 hours
ago had we told each other the l-word and now... hes off
somewhere doing god knows what, i know hes high, and im at
dani's ignoring my mother and everyone who i told id do
shit with. and kind of like my life. the only thing im
paying attention to is bradd. and hes not doing the same
for me anymore. i need to know whats going on. i dont know
if this is paranoia or what. i need something to calm me
down. if i dont talk to him soon im screwed. ill be
popping, smoking doing whatever i can get. hahaha, NO. im
a good girl and i know he cares, so why be like this? yep,
things are fine.




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