Virgin_Suicide

My wrists r crying red.
2003-06-06 17:05:48 (UTC)

Endless nights, endless pain.

I have experienced more than you could comprehend
Of feelings of entire emptiness without end
But I rotted alone because you would not believe
About the sinful demons I was forced to conceive

How I have been driven to hell, it is impossible to explain
For I so narrowly missed seeing my own crimson stain
Those few dreadful nights when I acted insane
They occured because no one tried to feel my pain

I recall those sleepless nights I sat alone in the street
Unwilling to admit my fateful but untimely defeat
So many times I have held a knife to my breast
Listening to the voices, shaking at what they did suggest

All you needed to do was give me a caring smile
Show me I would be free of my burdens for at least a while
But my cries you refused to hear is why I am still alone
Still violently whispering my slowley fading moan.




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