GFB_Queen

Is my life that boring?
2003-06-05 13:31:28 (UTC)

Someone help me please


i dont know what to do. i am so god damn in love with M.
He is the one i wanted to spent the rest of my life with.
i know he's easily offended and still i couldn't keep my
stupid mouth shut.

i told him he looked terrible, and he freaked out, here at
work. i dont know what to do anymore! i love him, i am
addicted to him but still i hated him for being so mean!

he's the man of my dreams, the one for me. and what do i
do? i scare him away. i am so fucking stupid!!! why do i
always make that stupid mistakes?

god i want him so much! how can i ever be at work knowing
he's there as well, knowing he hates me??? i do not want
to live without him. i don't wanna go on like that. i
would love to go to his place tonight! i want to take him
in my arms.

what can i do to get him back?
i know i should ignore him for a while, but i just cant!
this is so hard for me, i cant even concentrate on my job.
dont get my mind set on anything but him. this is killing
me.

i wanna die!!!!!!!!!!




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