mag6607

My life, A soap opera....Sometimes....
2003-06-02 20:28:59 (UTC)

The end of school a time of reflection and growth....

Current Mood: Tired and i have a migrane..
Current song on F/M: Miss Indipendant by Kelly Clarkson

Heyhey,
so yeah we are winding down to the last few days of
school. We get out June 6th, I cannot wait! I honestly
don't care if i ever see any of these people all summer! I
am just so sick of school and all the people in it! Well
most of them at least. That doesn't matter getting off the
subject... Anyways well my weekend was full of ups and
downs in the soap opera that is my life...
Friday i got a ride home with Stephanie, I was so
excited about going to IHOP all week, right! Cause i
really wanted Steph to meet Ryan because i really like him
right? well when he picked me up at 5 we went to LMC
college until around 5 45 which is when we were meeting
Ricky and Steph at IHOP. Well evidentally, Ryan had a
crappy time and he basically took it all out on me. At
6:30 he took me home so he could get ready for this stupid
party that he was going too and i was pissed! He didn't
say anything, so while i was getting out of the car i was
like, "thanks" My mom wasn't home so i couldn't exactly
tell her about it so i sat down and cried, My dad just
patted me on the back and let me cry.(Such a dad thing
right?) Well then i got on the net and who gets on not
even 5 minutes later...yeah Ryan. Did he talk to me...NO!
Stephanie came over and we mourned together because her
and ricky broke up friday also. She stayed until 11 and we
drove to various places.
Saturday, Me and Steph drove to Branden's grad party,
but we didn't stay long, I felt kinda bad, but i figured
we would be spending the whole night with him and Ryan G.
anyways so yeah, Finally at 5:30 Steph, Ryan, Branden,
Tony, James and I all climbed in two cars and we drove to
Kalamazoo. Steph, Ryan, Branden and i in one, Tony and
James in the other. We went to HOOTERS it was sooo cool! I
got a shirt! he he he! Then we went to the mall and i
tried on this really pretty red dress. Steph and i found
pants that were sooo cute, But my mom wouldn't let me keep
them because they were too long. GRRRR if only i would
grow but NO! Finally Ryan and Branden got me home at 9:25.
AH HA! It was sooo great. We were going like 90 on the
highway. We passed two cops! he he he! I didn't tell me
parents that i was going beacuse i knew if i did they
wouldn't let me go... But that didn't last long.
Sunday rolls around and i can't take it anymore, i
finally told my mom and she was so happy i told her. She
was a little pissed because i didn't tell her in case
something would have happened. She grounded me from the
internet till the end of school, Which is Friday at 11:05,
So 11:15 im gonna be on... Anywho we also had graduation
and we had to play for band, So i was front row center for
when Branden and Heather took their walks and got their
diploma's. I screamed so loud for both!
Graduation made me think about how High school has flown
by so fast. Pretty soon it's gonna be me and my crew, All
up there getting our diploma's. It makes me really
nervous, Because i know that after we graduate...We won't
see each other again. Even though we say we will still be
friends. In all reality and fairness, I don't think that
will happen, We each will go our seperate ways.... It
makes me value the time i have with them alot more! I love
you guys, *mUaH*
Love Always,
*~MELISSA~*
(The girl who wants but also doesn't want high school to
ever end!)




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