Gothic-Wiccan

My Life As It Flashes By Me
2003-06-02 20:16:28 (UTC)

crap

nothing new. i find myself crying for no apparant reason what so
ever. god. im so happy about having Corey with me and us
being together... he and Ashley are the only things left in
my life... but i cant hold on any longer. i feel the urge
to kill... everyone... much easier to kill myself tho. if
its cowardly... then im a coward. i dont care anymore. its
something i really need to do. i keep pushing the feelings
back further, but they just come back worse. i need to go.
need. im sorry. it isnt anyone's fault. i dont want to
leave anyone. no one. but i just need to. nobody
understands.




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