Crazy12day

The confusing epic of muh life
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2003-06-02 08:11:59 (UTC)

CrAzY CuTiE30303: hey..

CrAzY CuTiE30303: hey sweetheart
CTown Thuggin480: hey beautiful
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how much do u love meh
CTown Thuggin480: i will wait for you.......
CrAzY CuTiE30303: hehe
CrAzY CuTiE30303: will u
CTown Thuggin480: how much do you think?
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how long
CrAzY CuTiE30303: alot
CTown Thuggin480: a long time i will wait
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i kno
CTown Thuggin480: if you knoe
CTown Thuggin480: then why do you ask?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: b cuz i want u to tell meh u want meh
CTown Thuggin480: why?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: bu cuz i want u 2
CTown Thuggin480: why though?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want u to want meh
CTown Thuggin480: why is that?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno y
CTown Thuggin480: do i?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes u do
CrAzY CuTiE30303: tell meh u love meh
CTown Thuggin480: i love you
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u mean that
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i miss u
CTown Thuggin480: i miss you too
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u want meh so much rite now dont u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: is ur heart racing?
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: can u breath
CTown Thuggin480: barely
CTown Thuggin480: can you?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: r u wishing i was w/ u looking at the
stars
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CTown Thuggin480: r u?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: y do u love meh so much
CTown Thuggin480: cuz your so hard
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how so
CTown Thuggin480: your not easy like other girls
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u wish i was
CTown Thuggin480: no
CTown Thuggin480: then it wouldnt be this fun
CrAzY CuTiE30303: lol
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im writting about u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: in muh online journal
CTown Thuggin480: really?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u like that
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CTown Thuggin480: do you like me?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: idk
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u want meh 2 say it
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CTown Thuggin480: please
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ivan...
CrAzY CuTiE30303: I
CrAzY CuTiE30303: CANNot tell u that
CTown Thuggin480: why?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno y
CTown Thuggin480: why i say it?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: y i cant
CTown Thuggin480: why cant you
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno y
CTown Thuggin480: why?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: kylee, samantha
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o and melissa
CrAzY CuTiE30303: *rolls eyes*
CTown Thuggin480: lol no melissa
CrAzY CuTiE30303: hehe
CTown Thuggin480: remember she got with matt
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but u kno y
CrAzY CuTiE30303: lol
CTown Thuggin480: yeah
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u shoulda told his mom haha
CTown Thuggin480: lol
CTown Thuggin480: no thats wrong
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u juz want meh 2 say it b cuz u think ull
have meh if i do
CTown Thuggin480: no
CTown Thuggin480: i just wanna make sure this is all mutual
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno wut it is
CrAzY CuTiE30303: get off away

Auto response from CTown Thuggin480: Down in Arizona where
the sun beats down from the sky
They give it up, and they give it up, and they give it up
But they never ask why
Daddy was a rollin', rollin' stone
Oh, he rolled away one day and he never came home
It ain't hard to understand
This ain't Hitler's master plan
What it takes to be a man
Oo, In my mind, and in my brain
I roll it over like a steamin' freight train
It ain't hard to ascertain.


CrAzY CuTiE30303: if u truly love meh u will come bac and
talk 2 meh
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur bac
CTown Thuggin480: hey
CrAzY CuTiE30303: muh sweetheart
CTown Thuggin480: you really do like me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no no no u have a girlfriend
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i juz cant do this
CTown Thuggin480: you can
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no i cant
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kno i cant
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and it makes u want meh even more
CTown Thuggin480: yeah
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u ditcher
CTown Thuggin480: how?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u left meh w/ jen
CTown Thuggin480: brb
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no dont leave meh
CrAzY CuTiE30303: plz
CTown Thuggin480: ill be back when my dad goes to bed
CTown Thuggin480: seriously
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no u wont
CrAzY CuTiE30303: seriously
CTown Thuggin480: in like 5-10 minutes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no
CrAzY CuTiE30303: dont leave meh
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want u 2 stay
CrAzY CuTiE30303: r u thre

Auto response from CTown Thuggin480: wait for me......

CrAzY CuTiE30303: no i dont wnt 2 wait 4 u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want u now
CTown Thuggin480: hey
CrAzY CuTiE30303: hey
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wut r u doing rite now
CrAzY CuTiE30303: uhhhg i hate this away message

Auto response from CTown Thuggin480: Down in Arizona where
the sun beats down from the sky
They give it up, and they give it up, and they give it up
But they never ask why
Daddy was a rollin', rollin' stone
Oh, he rolled away one day and he never came home
It ain't hard to understand
This ain't Hitler's master plan
What it takes to be a man
Oo, In my mind, and in my brain
I roll it over like a steamin' freight train
It ain't hard to ascertain.


CrAzY CuTiE30303: wtf
CTown Thuggin480: sorry
CTown Thuggin480: i thought he was comming
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i need to kno sumfin
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want u 2 be honest
CTown Thuggin480: ok
CrAzY CuTiE30303: even if its not wut i want 2 hear
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u love her more
CTown Thuggin480: her who?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u no who
CTown Thuggin480: sam?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: take a wild guess
CTown Thuggin480: i just did
CTown Thuggin480: sam?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: just tell meh
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CTown Thuggin480: i love her
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CrAzY CuTiE30303: thats wut i needed 2 kno
CTown Thuggin480: why?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its never going to happen
CTown Thuggin480: it will
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no
CTown Thuggin480: i just know sam alot better
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u love to many other people
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and u kno i cant be second string
CTown Thuggin480: one
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im sri
CTown Thuggin480: i know
CTown Thuggin480: im not even your first
CrAzY CuTiE30303: how r u so shure
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u reali dont kno meh
CTown Thuggin480: i try
CTown Thuggin480: you wont let me know you
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u havent asked
CrAzY CuTiE30303: all u asked was if i loved u
CTown Thuggin480: do you have feelings for me
CTown Thuggin480: as more than a friend
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wut else do u want to kno
CTown Thuggin480: how you feel
CrAzY CuTiE30303: if u say u dont kno meh ask meh about
muhself
CTown Thuggin480: tell me your life story
CrAzY CuTiE30303: r u there
CrAzY CuTiE30303: lol
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no
CrAzY CuTiE30303: just ask meh things
CrAzY CuTiE30303: thatll take 2 long
CTown Thuggin480: whats your favoriot color?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: pink
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o and blue
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and red
CTown Thuggin480: good
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o and black
CrAzY CuTiE30303: sri i realli like colors
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i reali like in between colors the 1s
that look like they r confussed and couldnt decide which 2
be
CrAzY CuTiE30303: next question
CTown Thuggin480: hmm
CTown Thuggin480: whats your full name?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: Lauren Rae Dean
CTown Thuggin480: aight
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ne more
CrAzY CuTiE30303: talk to meh
CTown Thuggin480: yeah
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CrAzY CuTiE30303: shoot
CTown Thuggin480: ummm
CTown Thuggin480: tell me your dreams
CTown Thuggin480: all of them
CrAzY CuTiE30303: like wut i want or like wut happens to
meh at nite wwen i sleep
CTown Thuggin480: all of them
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want to go to uof a if i stay in state
if not i dont kno wherei want to be a therepist and kids
sound good but the whole coming outta u thing is pretti
gross i want to be comfortable all muh life but still be
spontanious i never want to be bored i want a husband who
will take care of meh and muh family and love us 4 ever
none of this divorce stuff and i dont want any one to lie
to meh ne more
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im tired of it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ive been hurt 2 many times b cuz sum 1
just didnt havbe the guts
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and ive missed out on alot since i dont
have the guts
CrAzY CuTiE30303: to tell people how i feel
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i normally have preti odd dreams where i
am in them but looking in on them too and im always another
charactor and i change charactors alot
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i have reoccuring dreams that scare meh b
cuz i dont kno they r until i am in them and then i kno
exact;y what to do
CTown Thuggin480: wow
CTown Thuggin480: your really cool
CrAzY CuTiE30303: muh scariest dream was a long time ago i
was being chased but this vampire ( if uve ever seen
laybrinth it was the scarey guy/ girl look ing thing) and
he was tring to steal meh and tell meh something and i was
in re and there was a closet hecame from and towards the
end i was in muh friend emmas house (in reality not in the
dream) and it was dark
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and lightning flashed and i remeber
tripping and falling over her little broythers toys and i
looked out the window and i saw his face flash and then he
was in the room
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and at this point i struggled to get up
and thats wen he looked meh in the eye and said fine go bac
2 ur
CTown Thuggin480: ur......
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and it ended and i always thought he was
going to say world like theres a dream world and a reality
world and for a split second i was caught in between them
CTown Thuggin480: wow
CTown Thuggin480: your really deep
CrAzY CuTiE30303: oi and a few weeks ago
CTown Thuggin480: brb
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i looked up in the middle of the nite and
realized that muh dream catcher was broken
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and i had been having nitemares lately
CTown Thuggin480: brb yo
CrAzY CuTiE30303: it hadent dropped or swayed or gotton
caught it was just busted right down the center

Auto response from CTown Thuggin480: Lauren your the
best.........

CTown Thuggin480: tell me your life story while im gone
CrAzY CuTiE30303: starting where
CTown Thuggin480: the begining
CrAzY CuTiE30303: well do a quick wrap up
CTown Thuggin480: where you were bor
CrAzY CuTiE30303: arizona
CTown Thuggin480: no details
CrAzY CuTiE30303: fine

Auto response from CTown Thuggin480: Lauren tell me, your
the greatest.......

CrAzY CuTiE30303: humm i went to asu child study lab
preschool program 4 half a yaer then transfered into day
spring (this church thats a school its privet) 1-5th grade
i went to waggoner elementry school where i made sum of the
best friends ever that alothough i ditched durring middle
school still send meh cards and smile at meh in the halls
and i am reconnecting w/ them now
CTown Thuggin480: thats good
CTown Thuggin480: gotta stick with your roots
CrAzY CuTiE30303: they rock i was always an odd child meh
and muh friend emma thought we new about lepracons (whos
knos) and we looked 4 them all the time hahahaha i was
realli into nature and we were all crazy i was the lil
leader of muh group and was bet friends w/ alot of people
CrAzY CuTiE30303: then as i got older i got into 4 square
lol which was pretti fun
CrAzY CuTiE30303: lol
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o and sum day if u ask meh i mite tell u
about katherine and caroline...
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ne ways
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wen i got to middle school meh and ashley
decided thatw e were goi g to do wut ever it took to be
kool and we started going to parties and thats wen stuff
started to happen and thats wen i knew that i was never
going to let anyone use meh or treat meh like there
personal play thing
CrAzY CuTiE30303: that was the year i liked tony contraras
for like ever
CrAzY CuTiE30303: trhen over the summer i met sam thought
she was the coolest and we became frineds wen i asked her
to go to the nsync concert w/ meh and ashley b cuz all muh
other friends were outta town
CrAzY CuTiE30303: 7th grade sucked it was boring i hated
muh teachers and i like never went to skool because i hated
it so much muh math teacher wanted to mocve meh up and
challenge meh but i didnt want to so she hated meh the
resta the year
CrAzY CuTiE30303: our raeding teacher used to be a ss techer
CrAzY CuTiE30303: aour ss tecaher looked like barbie and
spoke like a mose
CrAzY CuTiE30303: mouse
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i hated our spanish tecaher but scienec
was the best
CrAzY CuTiE30303: thats wen i met brittany and we became
friends i call that the year of drama
CTown Thuggin480: tite
CrAzY CuTiE30303: thats wen i reali liked jd who had a gf
CrAzY CuTiE30303: taryn wanted 2 ill herself
CrAzY CuTiE30303: allie got an eating disorder
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and every 1 else was stuck on there bfs
CrAzY CuTiE30303: then over the summer was nationals thats
a reali long story i cant get into that rite now
CrAzY CuTiE30303: then 8th grde started
CrAzY CuTiE30303: this year was pretti good i decided not
to care wut other people thought and be muhself
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i lost and gained alot of friends
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and im happy b cuz i made this
transformation frum muh old friends to these new kids that
dont care wut ne 1 thinks and they dont have drama just fun
they r so kool
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i learned aot all muh tecahers except
science were great and i learned and got so ych outa there
classes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i took honors this year
CrAzY CuTiE30303: was on cheer hlf year then i quit b cuz i
was on over load
CrAzY CuTiE30303: did compony all year
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and now recently u pretti much no wuts
happend
CrAzY CuTiE30303: was that good enuf?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ne more questions feel free to ask
CTown Thuggin480: wow
CTown Thuggin480: wait till high school
CTown Thuggin480: then you enter drama
CrAzY CuTiE30303: lol
CTown Thuggin480: do you remember my life story?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: bits and pieces
CrAzY CuTiE30303: majority was switching skools
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and dealing w. ur parents
CTown Thuggin480: yeah
CTown Thuggin480: and my sister
CTown Thuggin480: and drugs
CrAzY CuTiE30303: was there ne thing else u wanted to no
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yea
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i dotn kno about ur sister
CTown Thuggin480: no that pretty much told me alot about you
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CTown Thuggin480: anything you wanna know about me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur sister
CTown Thuggin480: well lets see
CTown Thuggin480: where should i start
CTown Thuggin480: shes 22
CTown Thuggin480: 7 years older than me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o but thre is sumfin i want to tell u
that was so mean that i did but thats a long story and im
tired of typing
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CTown Thuggin480: shes a druggy
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wut about ur sister that is 7yrs older
CrAzY CuTiE30303: uh huh
CTown Thuggin480: i have a nephew
CTown Thuggin480: whos goin through hell
CTown Thuggin480: i want the best for him
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o yea and i have a mom a dad a sister 2
dogs ans 2 cats
CTown Thuggin480: but hes not gonna get it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wuts happening
CTown Thuggin480: hes growing up around my sisters drug
habbits
CTown Thuggin480: like i did
CTown Thuggin480: i dont want him to be me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ho wold is he
CTown Thuggin480: hes only 2 years
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o man
CrAzY CuTiE30303: have u talked 2 her
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wut about the father ?
CTown Thuggin480: hes cool
CrAzY CuTiE30303: does he help the baby
CTown Thuggin480: kinda
CTown Thuggin480: i wish i had him
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im sri
CTown Thuggin480: i would quit everything for him
CTown Thuggin480: i would treat him right
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i kno
CTown Thuggin480: he would be so much better than me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u want 2 fix it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im sri that u cant fix it
CTown Thuggin480: its like i want to fix my mistakes
through him
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yea i could see it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but all u can do is be a good influence
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u cant take him and help him and fix him
CTown Thuggin480: i want to so bad
CTown Thuggin480: i love him
CTown Thuggin480: with all my heart
CrAzY CuTiE30303: butu cant
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i can tell
CTown Thuggin480: im tearing up
CrAzY CuTiE30303: hes not urs to take
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im sri
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its ok
CTown Thuggin480: lauren its not fair to him
CrAzY CuTiE30303: is that y u believ in abstenence
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i kno
CTown Thuggin480: he doesnt need to grow up like me
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: it wasnt fair 2 u either
CTown Thuggin480: i deserved all i been through
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but it will make him stronger
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no u dont
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no 1 does
CrAzY CuTiE30303: never say that again
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u deserve much more
CTown Thuggin480: i just feel like i do
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u dont
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its going to be ok
CTown Thuggin480: like im not worthy
CTown Thuggin480: of life
CTown Thuggin480: sumtimes i just wanna end it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but ur
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ic
CTown Thuggin480: you dont see
CTown Thuggin480: you havent seen
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but do u kno how many people u would kill
along with urself
CrAzY CuTiE30303: show meh wut i havent seen'
CTown Thuggin480: thats the only thing that keeps me alive
CTown Thuggin480: wut you havent seen
CTown Thuggin480: is my pain
CTown Thuggin480: the suffering
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u hide it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u wont let meh c it
CTown Thuggin480: the reason i take these stupid drugs
CTown Thuggin480: you want to see my real world?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i cant be there for u if u wont tell meh
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its ur escape
CTown Thuggin480: do you?
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i want to be there for u
CTown Thuggin480: my world consists of
CrAzY CuTiE30303: of?
CTown Thuggin480: my mom, currently in rehab, she sees me
every two weeks or so, but it doesnt matter cuz shes
stonned all the time
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CTown Thuggin480: shes been a heroin addict since i was 7
CTown Thuggin480: 6*
CrAzY CuTiE30303: dont let her win
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ur stronger
CTown Thuggin480: and not to mention shes blind
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wow
CTown Thuggin480: i had to raise her
CTown Thuggin480: she didnt raise me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u were the adult
CTown Thuggin480: i raised the family
CTown Thuggin480: dad wasnt ever home
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u kept ur parenst in line
CTown Thuggin480: he was out with his girlfriends
CTown Thuggin480: getting drunk
CrAzY CuTiE30303: oman
CTown Thuggin480: my sister was doing coke
CTown Thuggin480: having sex with EVERYONE
CrAzY CuTiE30303: then y r u letting urself ddo that stuff
CTown Thuggin480: i cant handle it all
CrAzY CuTiE30303: uve seen it tear ur family apart
CrAzY CuTiE30303: its ok
CTown Thuggin480: it tears me aparT!!!1
CTown Thuggin480: i tear my self apart
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u live in ur own head
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no one can reach you
CTown Thuggin480: this is how sam had me crying
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u replay specific scenes in ur head
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and u relive the pain over and over again
CTown Thuggin480: i have sleeping problems as well
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i can tell
CrAzY CuTiE30303: is that another reason y u drink
CTown Thuggin480: cuz i just sit up and think
CTown Thuggin480: yeah
CTown Thuggin480: i wanna sleep
CTown Thuggin480: cuz it usualy makes people sleep
CTown Thuggin480: but not me
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yea
CTown Thuggin480: when i went to juvy
CrAzY CuTiE30303: thats y u surround urslef with people all
the time
CTown Thuggin480: i developed the worst habbit of my life
CrAzY CuTiE30303: so u wont feel alone
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but u still feel alone dont u
CrAzY CuTiE30303: which is ?
CTown Thuggin480: yes
CTown Thuggin480: well
CTown Thuggin480: only you and sam know this now
CrAzY CuTiE30303: ok
CTown Thuggin480: i cut my chest
CTown Thuggin480: with my knife
CrAzY CuTiE30303: will u do sumthing 4 meh
CTown Thuggin480: idk
CrAzY CuTiE30303: throw the knife away
CTown Thuggin480: no
CTown Thuggin480: its my life
CrAzY CuTiE30303: yes
CrAzY CuTiE30303: exactly
CTown Thuggin480: i need it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: wenu do
CTown Thuggin480: its like
CTown Thuggin480: my heroin
CrAzY CuTiE30303: release the emotions
CrAzY CuTiE30303: let them go
CTown Thuggin480: ill never get rid of it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: b cuz it wont help keeping them inside
CTown Thuggin480: they get out through my chest
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u always carry it dont u
CTown Thuggin480: yeah usualy
CrAzY CuTiE30303: dont do that
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no
CrAzY CuTiE30303: no
CTown Thuggin480: except when im drun
CTown Thuggin480: k
CTown Thuggin480: i dont wanna hurt anyone
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im not going to let one more person that
i care about hurt themselves
CTown Thuggin480: id never hurt anyone with myknife
CrAzY CuTiE30303: do u realize how many people have
stumbled upon death
CTown Thuggin480: im not a freak
CrAzY CuTiE30303: or extremly serious diseases
CrAzY CuTiE30303: and ur throwing ur away
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i kno ur not
CrAzY CuTiE30303: dont bring those things to yourself
CTown Thuggin480: i dont care if i die
CrAzY CuTiE30303: but i do
CTown Thuggin480: i was always the fat kid
CTown Thuggin480: always
CTown Thuggin480: the fat kid with the easy sister
CrAzY CuTiE30303: im sri
CTown Thuggin480: so many guys told me about her
CrAzY CuTiE30303: o man
CTown Thuggin480: things i wanted to beat them over
CTown Thuggin480: when i fight i lose control
CTown Thuggin480: thats why i never do it
CrAzY CuTiE30303: i can c
CTown Thuggin480: unless i have to
CTown Thuggin480: i let all my rage rise up in me
CTown Thuggin480: all my hate
CTown Thuggin480: all my sadness
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u use it
CTown Thuggin480: and i always cry after a fight
CrAzY CuTiE30303: u take up all ur emotion and beat people
CTown Thuggin480: no matter what
CrAzY CuTiE30303: b cuz its emotinal not physical
CrAzY CuTiE30303: you let alittle bit of it go evrytime
CTown Thuggin480: i just break down


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