Lost Munkey

Lock Me Inside And Throw Away The Key
2003-06-02 02:37:41 (UTC)

*sigh*

The world is corrupt as usual. Hmm lets see, what's
happened since April...well, this guy Nick had been going
out with this girl Courtney for 7 months. They broke up
and he came to me for support. Naturally we ended up
liking each other so we went out 2 days till he broke up
with me because he thougth Court was going to go back out
with him. She wasn't so he begged for me back but I said
no. About a week later I slept over my friend Jills house
and Nick snuck over. We went in the back room and well did
something stupid. I lost my virginity that night and I
regret it fully...so he asked me out afterwards and we
went out for about 4 days. he started getting on my nerves
ALOT, he's just so annoying, so I was like "I'm sorry this
isn't gunna work out" so he was fine with it and a few
days later he was back with Courtney. by that time they
had been broken up for 2 months. He wrote something for
her in his subprofile which basically summed up is
like "the 2 months we weren't together were the worst 2
months of my life" and also there's a countdown to his and
her 1 year anniversary that's only about 3 months
away...basically he's saying he never had sex with me and
he never went out with me and I'm not important? stupid
jackass...so neways onto more shit that's recent

My cousin Chris is a year younger than me. I'm 15 he's 14.
He liked my friend Heather and she told me she didn't like
him back but she told all my friends she did. So I got mad
that she was lying to me and she was tellin all my friends
that my cousin was hott and she didn't understand why it
bothered me, so she calls me selfish and tells me that all
my friends hate me and that everyone talks shit about me
and a buncha stupid stuff...stupid blonde bitch.....well,
eventually I gave her like 4 huge paragraphs online and we
worked it out so it's cool now, and I saw my cousin
tonight and he's not mad at me at all, in fact we're
plannin on sneakin out when he sleeps over next weekend
and go have some smokes under my deck and chill and talk.

Tomorrow I have to wear a pink outfit....it's a dance
outfit that belongs to my friend. Pink tights, a pink
leatard with a knee-length pink skirt attached to it and
flowers in my hair....I got myself into it by saying "If
you wear you're ballet tutu to school, I'll wear whatever
outfit you give me" so she picked the worst one...the guy
I like is planning on bringing his camera too...*sigh* oh
well I guess I got myself into it, can't chicken out
now....

Well life sucks and so do I, so I'm gunna go sit in a
corner and cry or something, Goodnight cruel world




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