thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-06-01 22:30:43 (UTC)

last entry today?

I write too much *nod*.
Well, i ate a bowl of soup for dinner. Then i went and
started to throw it up. *blink*. I stopped part way through
though, cause i mean, chicken soup is good for you. It
barely has any fat and there's no reason for me to be
throwing it up. And since it's homemade, it has all kinds
of veggies and stuff, so i get all my nutrience. I stopped
throwing up and started thinking. It's become so much
easier to purge now. It used to be really hard, i had to
really work at it to get anything up. But now it's just
like, yeah stick em down your throat, puke, wash up, go
back to whatever you were doing. I have nothing wrong with
purging if i ate something bad for me. Like if i had a bowl
of ice cream, or a candy bar, or something like that.
Nothing wrong with getting that out of your body. But i'm
not going to throw up stuff that is good for me and that i
need. *shrug* oh well. G'day ~just me




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