*yawn*

sleep good
2003-06-01 15:13:56 (UTC)

goddamnit

my mom and dad were screaming their fucking heads off at
each other, and i dunno, i think i just kinda broke off my
limit cause i was depressed bout thinking everyone hated
me and then this and i just couldn't take it, so i sit on
the couch and started REALLY crying, like, tears streaming
down my face. So my dad walks out of the room and i kinda
hide from him and then my mom comes in. And she's all
what's wrong. I mean, my parents were screaming how they
hate each other, what do you think is wrong??? And then
she's like, well, tell me what your thinking, and i told
her i wanted them to get a divorce, and she's like, well
cause of a bunch of stuff that's not possible right now. I
can't believe I have to spend 5 more years in this hell
hole. And now, since my sister went to alabama for an
internship, im not gonna have anyone to talk to about it
all summer. And then my dad came in to the room and he
said, whats wrong, and i saw nothing. And then my mom was
like, she's upset cause we were fighting. And he said we
were just discussing some things. DISCUSSING MY ASS! At
that i give him the coldest, meanest glance i can muster
up and walk out of the room. I start typing this and he
comes in and is like, whats wrong, we didnt mean to upset
you, blah blah blah. And he keeps bugging me, and he's
like, what do you want us to do. I don't know what to do.
YOUR ASKING A 13 YEAR OLD FOR MARRIAGE ADVICE, WHAT THE
HELL'S WRONG WITH YOU??? Finally he gets up and leaves. I
can't wait till college. I want to go so far away. And i
wouldn't be so upset about all this if everyone didn't
hate me... oh well, that's what you get for being me...




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