thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-06-01 03:54:22 (UTC)

oh gosh

*cries* a few minutes ago i got super pissed off. I
still am. I dont know why. But now i'm begining to rock
back and forth and want to cry. I'm so confused. It's like
a whoosh, only different. I dont get those anymore *shrug*.
Mood swings. Damn.


later: feeling better now. Not pissed off, not sad. It only lasted
all of five minutes *shrug*. Damn puberty is making my weight
fluctuate! Grr! I'm back down to 122. Which is good, but of all days
for me to go back down. Since i've only had 3 thin potato slices and
8 raspberries today, my mind automatically goes "see, you lost weight
when you didn't eat! Keep it up sport!". So now i'm going to fall
back into that way of thinking. Watch, next time i eat a lot, and
weigh myself, it will be back up to 125. This will of course be a
coincidence, but that's just not how i think of it. Oh well, now i
only have 12 lbs to go until 110. *anxious face* hurry up and get
skinny faster! ~just me




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