Infiniterocker

hello kitty cat
2003-05-31 16:22:39 (UTC)

once again...

Last night I went to hang out with Mike..we went to Kerby
Lane....everything was fine until good ol Jess comes up and
starts yappin about how *HE* was responsible for the
breakup between Erik and Candice..now I know that's
bullshit, I know Erik didn't care about Candice being
young, he wanted to marry the girl--but she didn't like him
enough to see him every day--or 2 times a week for that
matter..he said he explained to Erik that she was just way
too young...
So of course...Mike and I are sitting there...15 years
apart..Jess has no fucking clue...he also makes a comment
about how all the art around us is crap..etc..etc..

and Mike says something to the extent of "see we are too
far apart in age---you heard it from someone other than
me"...

Yes, I heard it from Jess the born again Churchy...whom
also said all the art around us sucks.

I don't ever expect to be in a serious relationship
w/Mike...or end up with him...or anything of the sort.
First of all he has himself convinced that relationships
are temporary (whether temporary be months, years...stlil
temporary)..and I don't feel that way. He can write it off
to "teenagers thinking they know everything"---but I think
it's closer to the other way around.

It just upsets me because here he is supposed to be my best
friend and he is sitting there---putting me down for being
young. Something I coudlnt' change even if I wanted to. I
find it pretty insulting that he can't even get past the
fuckign fact that I'm 18...you're not supposed to try and
make your best friends feel uncomfortable about who they
are...but I have to go to work..so I'll continue my
bitching and moaning later.