Cath

my so called life
2003-05-30 20:00:57 (UTC)

Summer

Well, I have summer holidays!!! :)
I've finished all my exams. The last one went straight to
h***. I'm not even sure I'll pass :(
But I hope I do :)
Had my exam on Saturday, went out with my friends that
night, spent Sunday with Kirsti, cleaned and packed Monday
and went home Tuesday.
I got a job as a waitress at the hotel where my mother
works, so I have a summerjob :) It's not the easiest work,
I have to carry lots of dishes and when there's a lot of
costumers, it's pretty stressing. But I'll get rich ;)
I've worked yesterday and today, and I'm going to work
tomorrow and Sunday as well. Don't know how much I'll work
next week, but my new boss said I'll probably get to work
as much as I want. That's good, cause I want lots of money
to spend on summer outfits, cause in July Ben and I are
going to Rhodes :) I can't waiiit!
He gets home next monday and he'll have a week off before
he leaves for four weeks. And when he gets back.. He'll
never leave me again!!!! :) He has definetively decided not
to stay at the Russian border for another six months :) And
it's not even all because of me, he's really sick of being
there, so I'm REALLY happy :) I can't believe that in about
fifty days he'll be back for good... YAYYY!!!
And I can't believe that this year is over.. my first year
at uni is over.. and our year apart is almost over. When I
look back, it's gone really fast.. Sure, sometimes it
seemed time had stopped and it felt like forever till I'd
see him again, but now it's almost over. And we managed :)
You could say that I managed, cause I'm the one that got
tested and could have been tempted by other offers and
possibilities.. but I know that I managed because of him.
He's so good at telling me how much I mean to him and how
much he misses me. If he didn't have those qualities, it
would perhaps not have mattered how great he is.. cause
when you're so far apart, you need him to tell you that he
cares. And there's a lot of guys who wouldn't do that.
And I'm not saying that he's perfect or that this year has
been easy.. But he's what I need and want and so much more.

There's times when I want something more,
someone more like me.
There's times when this dress rehearsal
seems incomplete.
But you see the colors in me like no one else.
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're something else.
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
D'you want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

You know some real bad tricks,
and you need some discipline.
But lately you've been trying real hard
and giving me your best.
And you give me the most gorgeous sleep
that I've ever had.
And when it's really bad,
I guess it's not that bad.


You're really lovely
Underneath it all
D'you want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

So many moons that we have seen,
stumbling back next to me.
I've seen right through and underneath,
and you make me better.
I've seen right through and underneath,
and you make me better.
Better... better...





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