*MaNMaDeOFaSHes-
My Perfect Waste of Time
something to do....
I am looking for the words
to express the progress
I posses and push for
and I want more, and
I want to climb higher.
what am I fighting for
in this caotic blur?
I will overcome
what it is I was running from
afraid to look back
at what I created
only to come undone
like the words in my mind
falling apart in my mouth
I am looking for a picture
that I am sure
will get my point across
so obvious
it can never be denied
like the tear falling from my eyes
and I will overcome
I am looking for a voice
that is pro choice
and open minded
compitent and able to express
the incoherent words in my mouth
that remain prestine in my mind
I guess....
I am looking for something
inside of nothing
with no expectation
I am waiting
and wondering
what is so intresting about nothing
I am bored
and have poured
myself into the darkness.
The nothingness
has been created
in my absence state
I fake orgasims
and ignore nagging
from bad habits
... (girlfriends)
that only exist
in my head
I ignore the nagging
that exists in my head
that falls apart in my mouth
still lucid in my mind
I am trying to find
something to look forward too.... .
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