Epika581

Erika's Brain Farts
2003-05-28 06:40:44 (UTC)

May 28

whoa buddy. I'm gradgimatated. I am now considered a
Northview alumni. damn, thats CRAZY! For the most part
it was really fun. I got my last pictures with people
i'll probly never see again *sniff* but i'm glad i have
those pictures and the memories. So anywho...it was great
finding my place in line, and trying to remember who i
stood by. I was like: just watch, i'll end up with
someone i've never met in my life. lucky for me, it didnt
happen that way. but ugh! i HATE going on stage. i hate
it with a passion. 2 people before me, and my legs are
already shaking...i thought the were gonna give out under
me. So its my turn...ok...its alright...just get to that
X and get the hell off the stage as quickly as possible.
the less time i spend on stage the better. Sooo i'm
walkin...there's dylan, ok i'm doing good so far...there's
my X! time to turn and go! WAIT! Whats dylan doin...oh
shit! i wasnt paying attention! DAMNIT ERIKA! U FUCKED
UP!!!!!! We're allowed to hug on stage? why was i not
informed of this?? OHHHHH! I felt like such an
ass...dylan tries to give me a hug, and i practically push
him away. Holy cow, i felt my face burn UP. I dont think
i have ever felt so guilty...So THEN I'm walkin to my seat
trying to recap what happend, and felling SO shitty about
my half-ass hug, that i sit down in my seat instead of
standing up. Ugh, i felt so guilty and ashamed you dont
even know. I was in too much of a hurry and too worried
about my damn self to notice that dylan was gonna give me
a hug. Ack. *sigh* putting that aside though it was a
nice graduation...there was some singing...actually quite
a bit singing. A slide show, speaking of course, and then
the diplomas. I graduated as Mark Harrison for awhile at
first...but then i found my deploma and it was all good.
Saw my dad for longer than i wanted to at the end...so i
just said: yeah...i gotta go get changed for the party...i
think its starting soon. (it didnt start till 10, and it
was only about 9 i think) So yeah, had slurpies, pizza,
bonfire. ya know, just relaxing. ohh ohh! we made
s'mores too. :) yummy. It was kinda nice to stay out
actually LATE. 12 isnt so late anymore to me. But now i
have a whole big new road to venture out on, wonder where
its gonna take me. I hope that its a florida-type road as
apposed to a michigan-type road. I hear florida doesnt
have all those crazy potholes everwhere...




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